I don’t know why I still hurt. I can’t seem to get him off of my mind and it’s killing me. I just wish that things could go back to how wonderful they were before he cheated on me in the first place. I don’t know if I want to call him or just stay away from him… both cause pain. I want to forget about him and just move on like he seems to be doing easily but I can’t. I just feel so used and shit on. Why do I fall for the guys who turn out to be assholes? They are always either lying bastards, cheaters or possessive dicks, and they always treat me like shit and break my heart time after time. I want him to feel the pain that he’s caused me. I want him to always look back and wish that he hadn’t fucked things up. How do I keep falling for the same tricks? Will I ever find someone who doesn’t treat me like shit? Am I even deserving of someone like that?
